Thursday, February 28, 2013
Monday, February 25, 2013
My story on Drugs and Alcoholism!!!!!!
Drugs
and Alcoholism!!!!!
I did Cocaine at age of 21 and was hooked. I did it with one of my uncles, after I asked
if I could join him; I did 2 nose full’s. It felt
good and gave me the best rush I ever had, and I felt energized. My uncle
told me not to tell my grandma because
he knew she did not ever want me to do it. I said
ok, but my late uncle pat who was also in the room did tell her. After he told her, my grandma asked me if I
did coke with my Uncle I lied and said no, but she knew by the powder under my
nose. So I had to confess. and my mom and grandma got
mad at me and my uncle.
I never did coke after that night, my grandma and mother
made sure of it by watching my every move. To get high, I tried snorting sugar or anything
that looked like coke, but it did not work. All
that did was make my fucking nose hurt.
It was a nightmare, and I was stupid idiot to think it was fun. I am
asking all of you to please not repent my mistakes.
I have smoked pot a
few times, and think it should be legalize for all medical purposes. My first time smoking pot was on vacation
with my family in Tennessee, we all shared a blunt, and it made me hungry
too. There
are so many assholes on TV right now who think pot is wrong and all that other
crap that they jam down our throats. But it is a plant, and god
made it for god’s sake. So stop bitching for no good reason. I love
that Meagan McCain is for it too!! It should be legal because it helps so many
sick people, people with cancer, glaucoma, arthritis, OCD, and beyond. If I can ever grow marijuana, I will and I
will also sell it to anyone who needs it.
But first we have to legalize it, so let’s keep fighting. Let’s keep speaking out to idiots who think
they can shut us up, or shut us out.
I
smoked cigarettes for a few years. The first time I smoked cigarettes I was in
high school like most smokers, after I did it for the first time in the school bathroom, I
told my mom and she told me to never let her catch me. Later she let me smoke in my room, and told
me to make sure I never burn the bed. I never did burn the bed, and smoked like
crazy. Years later I quit smoking cigs
altogether, and it was hard as hell. I went a little mad, was a little bitchy,
and pissed people off. Looking back it was fun, but at the time it was a fucking nightmare that I am glad it all
over.
I come from a long line of smokers, and today I am one of
the only ones who have the balls to quit, me my grandpa, and his
girlfriend. Everyone else sucks on a
cigarette like it is a new candy bar made of tobacco, and carbon dioxide. I hate it because they have no respect for
me, they just smoke, and blow their smoke wherever I am those selfish smokers
them. It is not everyone, just some of
them. Today I only drink booze. Pot is not legal in
my state, so I no longer break that rule. I think the rest of the drugs I talked about,
should be banned.
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Monday, February 11, 2013
Sunday, February 10, 2013
The Roseanne and Johnny Radio Show podcast!!!
http://kcaaradio.celestrion.net/kcaa-podcasts/roseanne/
I talked to Roseanne about job hunting on my part.
I talked to Roseanne about job hunting on my part.
Sue Paterno talks to Katie Couric!!!!
http://www.pennlive.com/midstate/index.ssf/2013/02/sue_paterno_reportedly_speaks.html
The interview will air on the show Katie tomarrow, check your local listings.
The interview will air on the show Katie tomarrow, check your local listings.
Thursday, February 7, 2013
The Joe Rogan hemp rant!!!!
I am so glad Joe Rogan did a show on Hemp and weed, and i love this rant.
Check it out here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=QGffKDRzayE
Check it out here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=QGffKDRzayE
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Being a gay and depressed outcast in high school!!!!!!
Thank you
Being a gay and depressed outcast
in high school!!!!!!
I went to two different High Schools my freshman year. I had a few friends but, they later treated me
like crap, and called me names behind my back. Teachers liked me, but I was still was a smart
ass. In 10th grade at the age of sixteen,
I went though bounds of Depression after coming to terms with my own childhood
abuse, and at the same time coming to terms of my sexuality.
The story of how I got
raped is that, as a young child I got raped by a male teenager who lived next door
to my grandma. He took me to his
backyard and forced me to have oral sex with him, by shoving his penis inside
of me, in a truck that belonged to his father. My mom discovered me walking home funny, and
asked me to get ready for a bath, and then I was getting undressed; she discovered my underwear was gone. She called
the cops, but we did not press charges out of pity for the teenager, who was
getting raped by his own fucking father.
I never saw that teenager again
after that night.
For years I blocked
the rape out of my mind. But then the memory of it was so hard to live with, that
it put me in a deep, dark depression. I locked
myself in my bedroom crying, and I never
came out for any reason, besides for using the bathroom and blowing my nose; I never
ate or slept. I thought about committing suicide, but never tried to do
anything that would kill me or put me in the hospital, I would just claw my
skin, and scratch myself to hurt myself.
My family worried about me, begged me non-stop
to come out of my room, take a shower and eat, but I never would. This lasted
for a few weeks. A week or so later, I started seeing a psychiatrist
named Lisa. In the School building twice a week during school hours. I would
miss only a few minutes of class time, and I would to do homework because of
it. I was honest with her about everything
regarding the abuse, and how my family was dealing with me being gay. The first
person I came out to happen to be my aunt Gilda, she was very supportive because her daughter is
a lesbian. But after I told my aunt, she
took it among herself to tell everyone in the family, without my permission, so
after the cat was out of the bag, I started to tell people too. It was hard for my mother and her boyfriend
though, they did everything they could so I could not
read, watch, or talk to gay people if they did not want me too. It was a really bad time for all of us, but
mostly me. I was treated like a criminal just because I
was gay.
The only good part
about the entire mess was that I had people on my side, supporting me 100% at school,
from staff and students. And some of the
students were gay too, so they understood firsthand what I was dealing with. It was not just my mother and her boyfriend Ben
who had issues with me being gay; it was outer family members too. One of my
uncle’s did not want me to tell my cousin I was gay. But I did anyway because I
wanted my cousin to know gay people were ok.
My uncle got mad, and talked to me about how he did not like me going
his back and doing that. Looking back I realized what I did was wrong, I should
have respected my uncles wishes even if I did not agree with it. But I felt I
had to tell my cousin that what I was was not as bad as what my uncle was
telling him it was. And that gay people were just like everyone else in this
hell called life. Every man in my family
have asked me have I ever had sex with a
girl? And the answer is I have never had
sex with a girl, and do not think you have to in order to know if you’re gay or
not. Now some of my family members who used to have trouble with me being gay
have moved on, and some never will.
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Sunday, February 3, 2013
The podcast from today's Johnny and Roseanne radio show!!
Johnny does the first hour, and Roseanne's guest was Jane Sibbett.
http://kcaaradio.celestrion.net/kcaa-podcasts/roseanne/
Here is a link from Roseanne World about Jane Sibbett
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/02/jane-sibbett-to-guest-on-sundays-radio-show-2/
http://kcaaradio.celestrion.net/kcaa-podcasts/roseanne/
Here is a link from Roseanne World about Jane Sibbett
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/02/jane-sibbett-to-guest-on-sundays-radio-show-2/
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