1 Deadly Sins
2 Elder Skelter
3 Wives with Knives
Friday, December 20, 2013
Thursday, December 19, 2013
Roseanne Barr wants TV Viewers to turn off bitches and ho's
Here is the link from The Hollywood Reporter
http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/roseanne-barr-wants-tv-viewers-665424
http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/roseanne-barr-wants-tv-viewers-665424
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Roseanne Barr Live on KCAA Radio 12-15-13
Co- Host was Kathleen Wells.
Guest was author Christie Stark, Christie wrote a book called nickels a tale of dissociation.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4I16AAZJIA
Guest was author Christie Stark, Christie wrote a book called nickels a tale of dissociation.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4I16AAZJIA
Tuesday, December 10, 2013
Roseanne Live on KCAA Radio- 12-8-13
Roseanne Barr and her co-host Kathleen Wells interview Kola Boof
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/12/roseanne-kcaa-radio-show-dec-8-2013-tribute-charlie-hill-guest-kola-boof/
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/12/roseanne-kcaa-radio-show-dec-8-2013-tribute-charlie-hill-guest-kola-boof/
Monday, December 9, 2013
Being in media, and what it has taught me article
Being in media, and
what I have learned about it.
I always wanted to get
into Media growing up, and watching The Roseanne Show and The Oprah Winfrey
Show. I liked other shows as well, but
those two were the ones I really want to be one. I wanted Oprah to interview me
about my family, and discuss my dreams of being famous in media. The only times
I was ever on TV as a little kid was
when I went to a St Patrick’s Day Parade dressed all in green, and the local networks
filmed me. As a kid I would write little movies and plays, and family members
would be my freelance actors. The stories I would create were just silly stuff,
nothing that would change the world. It was fun! People used to say about me, that boy is
going to b famous doing something he loves. Or my grandma would say that that boy is
going to make the rich money and I am going to move in with him.
Then
when I was a preteen I made my TV debut with my cousin Brittany when we did a bowling
Commercial for a local TV station, which was an ABC affricate. It was so much fun to learn behind the scenes
secrets, three of the information’s I found out is stand still, look at the
cameras, and say your line. They also said don’t change anything you say. It
aired the next week early in the morning, and my mom woke me up so I could
watch myself. I hated how I looked, I was skinny and boney. Ugh!
I had a video tape of
it before my house fire in 1999. I
hope people saw it, it only aired once.
I wish I could remember the date so I
could add it to YouTube. Maybe one day the date will come to me in a dream,
like everything else does sometimes. After
that show I was never invited back on the TV again like I hoped I would, but I
kept waiting to b discovered. NO such luck!
And then my dreams came true and I did not
even have to relocate to New York or California. I was watching TV one night and I saw a TV Commercial that there was going to be a new school
opening up in Columbus for people who wanted to be broadcasters, the school was
called The Ohio Center for Broadcasting. The Ohio Center for Broadcasting had locations
in only 3 states around the world, but this would b the first broadcasting
campus in Columbus. I wanted to sign up, so I told mom about the school and the
next day I scheduled an appointment. I heard that classes were set to start on March
17th 2008. That night I
thought to myself, I am not going to pass up doing something that’s going to
make rich and famous.
I got enrolled the next day. The very first person I met was this woman who
discovered Jerry Springer. She was the
lady who enrolled me, after interviewing me with mom in the room to see if I
was the right student for the school. My classes were weekday mornings; we met
3 days a week. The classes were 4 hours long. We had breaks between classes and
there was a break room, with a vending machine and a soda machine. There was
also a microwave.
My first instructor
was a former local DJ named Jack, he taught all of us students so much about his
own broadcasting life lessons. I was shy
and kept to myself a lot, but I met
a lot of people. I
graduated on January 2009. I did not graduate with my classmates because I did
not have enough intern hours, so I graduated one month later. Looking back I was
not always a good student, I used the computer and printer at the school for
things that were always for the school and I am sorry I did that. I interned at
3 media networks 2 radio and 1 TV, and that was a learning experience in
itself.
Only 2 of those
companies r still up and running like they did when I interned for them. Since graduating, I have been a caller guest
on a few shows and I enjoyed doing all of those shows when I did them. One of the shows I did I feel asked me to come
on so they could use my info as their own, and I have cut ties with them. All
the others treated vary fairly. I am
still friends with the radio hosts who treated me fairly then, and still do
today. In 2010 My Life and business partner
Marc Robinson and I created our company Robinson Ward New Media, and we did a short
lived YouTube show that was geared as a news and cooking show.
We filmed it in a
duplex that marc used to live in. We
stopped doing it for 3 years, because a kid flooded our kitchen by overflowing
our toilet. Earlier this year we posted
my grandma making homemade lasagna, and sauce which is what the last episode
before the flood was all about. Now I have taken a break from radio shows, and
just focusing on writings. What I have learned about media? That nothing ever
stays the same; it can change at any time. Be careful u trust to let u
interview them, they may only b in it for themselves.
The End
I am a lot of things, but bullshitter is not one of them
People have accused me of a lot of things being a pedo, a bullshitter, unoriginal, the list goes on for miles and miles. I am a lot of things but none of those are it. I had to block twitter users who call me a bullshitter, because it just gets tiresome to defend myself over and over to REAL bullshitters who don't truth from their own asses. I am a domestic god, who has OCD and other mental health issues, but I am not a bullshitter. Now that you know the truth, run with it.
Friday, December 6, 2013
Thursday, December 5, 2013
What is a Domestic God?
A Domestic God is a male who is domestic around the house, he is also be the son or grandson of a Domestic Goddess. My mother is a Domestic Goddess.
Domestic Goddness Cooking Show 2003 Flashback!!
Roseanne Barr and her boyfriend Johnny Argent Did a short lived Show On ABC called The Real Roseanne. The Show after that was set to be called The Domestic Goddess Cooking Show. This was to b the theme song written and played by Johnny.
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/11/domestic-goddess-cooking-show-2003-flashback/
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/11/domestic-goddess-cooking-show-2003-flashback/
Saturday, November 30, 2013
Roseanne Live on KCAA Radio 11-24-13
Roseanne Barr and Kathleen Wells interviews Dr. Binoy Kampmark
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNNRlVLiLUo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNNRlVLiLUo
Sunday, November 24, 2013
Breaking the Faith Review By Christopher Michael Ward- with FOOTNOTES
On the Boarder of Utah and Arizona, is the FLDS Church. six young woman are trapped in the FLDS Church sect, and want out. They r told by the church that if they leave the sect, then they will b eternally Damned. They want out so they can live a better life in the outside world. Four men who r shunned help the woman get out. The show is their story.
The Beginning of the show discussed the latest info on FLDS Church, and Warren Jeff's. Warren Jeff's is in the jail. we also learn that the FLDS teaches it's members that u dress the way we tell u, and u can't eat corn, sugar, or flour. The FLDS says u can't have cameras in the house, or your marked a trader. Everyone in the sect prey their god, and are brain washed.
Martha is 18, and has 4 mothers and 24 sibs. http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-martha-bio.htm She said that the prophet who is warren Jeff's, taught us that the term keep sweet means stay nice when your told what to do.
Zack is the age of 18, and Zack has 9 moms and 62 sibs. His uncle is Lyle Jeff's, who is the brother to warren Jeff's. Zack was shunned in the church after being caught jacking off. He then decided to leave. Here is more info about Zack http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-zack-bio.htm.
Connie is 19 has 2 mothers and 18 sibs. Connie was born and raised in Short Creek, UT aka The Crick. Connie loves kids, and sewing. Here is more info about Connie http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-connie-bio.htm.
Jake is 19 years old, has one mother and 11 sibs. Jake and his sister Valarie are part of the united order. Jake is always looking out for his family, and wants to show them what life is like in the outside world. Here is more info about Jake http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-jake-bio.htm.
Angie is 21 years old, has 1 mother and 18 sibs. Angie is a self-proclaimed tomboy, who loves hunting fishing and four wheeling. When The prophet took some of her hobbies away, she knew she had to b apart of the outside world. Angie hopes to spend time with kids in the outside world. Here is more information about Angie http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-angie-bio.htm
Linda is 22 years old, with 32 mothers and 306 sibs. Linda is the stepdaughter to Wendell Nielsen, formally one of the most powerful men in the church. Her choice to leave was not easy, but she wanted to b with her friends Angie and Connie. More info on Linda here
http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-linda-bio.htm
Valerie is 21 years old, with 1 mother and 11 sibs. Val and her brother Jake does not have multiple mothers because their father did not set strict enough values. because of this fact, the father did not get anymore wives. For more info on Val http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-val-bio.htm
Matt is 20 years old, and he has 9 mothers and 62 sibs. His father is Lyle Jeff's the bishop of short creek. Matt was formerly a member of god squad, a polygamist cult. Matt wants to join the military. More info on Matt here http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-matt-bio.htm
Ben is 20 years old, he has 2 mothers and 26 sibs. Ben got kicked of FLDS for fooling around with a girl, and has never looked back. Ben wants to help other girls leave the sect, when they are ready.
for more info on the show go to this link http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith
The Beginning of the show discussed the latest info on FLDS Church, and Warren Jeff's. Warren Jeff's is in the jail. we also learn that the FLDS teaches it's members that u dress the way we tell u, and u can't eat corn, sugar, or flour. The FLDS says u can't have cameras in the house, or your marked a trader. Everyone in the sect prey their god, and are brain washed.
Martha is 18, and has 4 mothers and 24 sibs. http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-martha-bio.htm She said that the prophet who is warren Jeff's, taught us that the term keep sweet means stay nice when your told what to do.
Zack is the age of 18, and Zack has 9 moms and 62 sibs. His uncle is Lyle Jeff's, who is the brother to warren Jeff's. Zack was shunned in the church after being caught jacking off. He then decided to leave. Here is more info about Zack http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-zack-bio.htm.
Connie is 19 has 2 mothers and 18 sibs. Connie was born and raised in Short Creek, UT aka The Crick. Connie loves kids, and sewing. Here is more info about Connie http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-connie-bio.htm.
Jake is 19 years old, has one mother and 11 sibs. Jake and his sister Valarie are part of the united order. Jake is always looking out for his family, and wants to show them what life is like in the outside world. Here is more info about Jake http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-jake-bio.htm.
Angie is 21 years old, has 1 mother and 18 sibs. Angie is a self-proclaimed tomboy, who loves hunting fishing and four wheeling. When The prophet took some of her hobbies away, she knew she had to b apart of the outside world. Angie hopes to spend time with kids in the outside world. Here is more information about Angie http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-angie-bio.htm
Linda is 22 years old, with 32 mothers and 306 sibs. Linda is the stepdaughter to Wendell Nielsen, formally one of the most powerful men in the church. Her choice to leave was not easy, but she wanted to b with her friends Angie and Connie. More info on Linda here
http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-linda-bio.htm
Valerie is 21 years old, with 1 mother and 11 sibs. Val and her brother Jake does not have multiple mothers because their father did not set strict enough values. because of this fact, the father did not get anymore wives. For more info on Val http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-val-bio.htm
Matt is 20 years old, and he has 9 mothers and 62 sibs. His father is Lyle Jeff's the bishop of short creek. Matt was formerly a member of god squad, a polygamist cult. Matt wants to join the military. More info on Matt here http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith/bios/about-matt-bio.htm
Ben is 20 years old, he has 2 mothers and 26 sibs. Ben got kicked of FLDS for fooling around with a girl, and has never looked back. Ben wants to help other girls leave the sect, when they are ready.
for more info on the show go to this link http://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/breaking-the-faith
writing a review about the TLC Show Breaking The Faith Here tonight
My online friend Troy Williams has a show starting tonight on TLC called Breaking The Faith at 10pm. I volunteered to write a review about it, because I love what Troy is doing in Utah. I have seen the promos for the show, and I will share the promo here in my next post. The Review will b written here, and u can follow Troy on Twitter @TroyWilliamsSLC
Tuesday, November 19, 2013
Roseanne can legally marry people now in Hawaii!!!
Comic and Actress Roseanne Barr is now an official ordained minster in Hawaii, she can legally people now, and gays after Dec 2nd. Book your weddings with her now.
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
My Call-in on The Jake Pentland Show- 11-09-13
http://www.blogtalkradio.com/unscripted/2013/11/09/the-jake-pentland-show-1
I called in to The Jake Pentland Show, to discuss a little about ENDA- I am the last call on the show. The Show's Topic was Transgender Law with Shadi Petosky
I called in to The Jake Pentland Show, to discuss a little about ENDA- I am the last call on the show. The Show's Topic was Transgender Law with Shadi Petosky
Roseanne Live Video from 11-10-13
Roseanne Live with Host's Roseanne Barr, and Kathleen Wells- Guests are Dr. Phillip Caper and Wendell Potter
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_K1BgE3ubyA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_K1BgE3ubyA
Saturday, November 9, 2013
Senate votes to pass ENDA!!
I support ENDNA not just as a gay male, but also as a supporter for LGBT People all over this world.
Here is a link about it from the huff post on 11-7-2013
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/11/07/enda-vote_n_4228502.html
Here is a link about it from the huff post on 11-7-2013
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/11/07/enda-vote_n_4228502.html
Info about Roseanne Live This Sunday 11-10-2013
Topic: HealthCare in America with Guests Dr. Phillip Caper and Wendell Potter. Roseanne will b co-hosting the show with Kathleen wells, and the show starts at 11amPST 2pmEST 9amHI on kcaaradio.com
Here is info about the show from Roseanneworld.com http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/11/kcaa-sunday-november-10th-healthcare-america/
Info about Dr. Phillip Caper:
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/11/sunday-11-10-13-radio-show-dr-phillip-caper-healthcare-america/comment-page-1/#comment-43986
Info About Wendell Potter:
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/11/guest-wendell-potter-joins-us-sunday-healthcare-america/
Here is info about the show from Roseanneworld.com http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/11/kcaa-sunday-november-10th-healthcare-america/
Info about Dr. Phillip Caper:
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/11/sunday-11-10-13-radio-show-dr-phillip-caper-healthcare-america/comment-page-1/#comment-43986
Info About Wendell Potter:
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/11/guest-wendell-potter-joins-us-sunday-healthcare-america/
Wednesday, November 6, 2013
Roseanne's Letter to Obama with footnotes
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/11/dear-president-barack-obama/comment-page-1/#comment-43927
I am going to start praying that Obama either start working with the voters and not bankers, or get impeached.
I am going to start praying that the voters wake up from the banker's mind control.
I am going to start praying that Obama either start working with the voters and not bankers, or get impeached.
I am going to start praying that the voters wake up from the banker's mind control.
Sunday, November 3, 2013
Saturday, November 2, 2013
Roseanne's Birthday Marathon on LOGO TV
Roseanne Barr turns 61 tomorrow, and LOGO is airing her all-time favorite episodes beginning at 12pmEST 11am central
http://www.logotv.com/shows/roseanne/series.jhtml
http://www.logotv.com/shows/roseanne/series.jhtml
Wednesday, October 30, 2013
Roseanne Live Sunday 10-27-13
Part one
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/10/kcaa-interview-cathy-brennan-part-1-10-27-13/
Part 2
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/10/kcaa-interview-cathy-brennan-part-2-10-27-13/
Part 3
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/10/kcaa-interview-cathy-brennan-part-3-10-27-13/
Part 4
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/10/kcaa-interview-cathy-brennan-part-4-10-27-13/
Part 5
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/10/kcaa-interview-cathy-brennan-part-5-10-27-13/
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/10/kcaa-interview-cathy-brennan-part-1-10-27-13/
Part 2
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/10/kcaa-interview-cathy-brennan-part-2-10-27-13/
Part 3
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/10/kcaa-interview-cathy-brennan-part-3-10-27-13/
Part 4
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/10/kcaa-interview-cathy-brennan-part-4-10-27-13/
Part 5
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/10/kcaa-interview-cathy-brennan-part-5-10-27-13/
Thursday, October 10, 2013
Saturday, October 5, 2013
My Mental Health History!!!
I have had a lifetime of mental health disorders I have not
gotten diagnosed with these yet, but I am pretty sure I have them. If I am ever
proven wrong, then I will be the first to admit it. I will
be discussing the disorders in this chapter for many reasons; one is because I
want people to be informed about the facts about mental illness. People who are
not informed call people who are mentally ill names, and think it is all just a
big joke. So I am here to say I do not fine mental health or disorders funny
one bit, and I want nothing to do with these people who r so sick to think it
is funny. I will block them from my real
life and on twitter if they contact me.
Anyway
I am going to start this discussion talking about Bipolar Disorder and
Depression. Bipolar Disorder and
Bipolar Depression runs in my family. Besides for me, one of my grandmother’s
is bipolar, she is the only person in my family who I know has
it. She got diagnosed a few years ago. Before she got diagnosed I always knew my
grandma was bipolar because she would act totally different at times. One minute she would b laughing and having a
good time, the next she would be yelling and pissed off over the smallest
little thing. One time she even pulled a
knife on someone in the family just because they tickled her. That
was scary, but no one got hurt.
I am not sure when I myself knew I had bipolar disorder; But I do know that when you’re bipolar, you
can have unexplained break downs that
can happen without any reason at all. It
makes you confused a lot, because you cannot think clearly, and u misjudge
people and places. When you’re bipolar you have to take each day
one step at a time, and you have to pace yourself which is hard as hell when
your mind is always racing. You also have unexplained mood swings that make
your life shitty. I also think my bipolar disorder caused my bad
hand writing too as a kid.
From the time I was in elementary school to
the end of high school I would write notes down and it would look like chicken
starch, so my teachers and family could not read it and would ask me to write
it over again. I used to get so mad because I was sick of writing it over and
over, and sometimes I would get a attitude that got me in trouble. So I had bad
hand writing and a smart month, jeez life sucked. I am a
little better with my hand-writing now though, since I stay calm and focused
with meditation.
I also have Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
[OCD] and I have had it all my life. I have to be around stuff I love 24/7 365 days
a year or I get very stressed out. The first
things I remember going OCD over were Books and Magazines. I learned how to read at four years old, and I
read tabloids newspapers and storybooks all the time. My favorite places to go were libraries and bookstores around
Columbus, Ohio. My home’s away from
home! I
really thought the tabloids I was reading were being truthful about everything
they wrote about, and that they always told the truth about people in
Hollywood.
Then I realized how wrong I was for many years,
even though the whole time I read them my mother kept telling me they were
lies. Not everything they write is lies, only half. My grandma Penny read them too, and that’s
when my obsession with tabloid started, when I would steal her copies and read
them. I still read them today as much as
I can.
At the same time, my obsession with TV shows started.
The very first show I watched was Roseanne, and I watched for all the season’s
1-9, which ended in 1997 when I was nine.
I still watch the reruns. I also loved watching the talk shows of the time,
and I would watch them with my two grandmas’ [my mom’s mother, and my dad’s
mother.] me and my nana, who is my mom’s mom also watched soap operas too; Luke and Laura were my
favorite soap stars! Today I am addicted
to HLN, and Free Speech TV. I love watching
The Thom Hartmann Show, and Democracy Now! Love watching Nancy Grace on HLN.
I am also obsessed with Forensic shows, people tell me I should
b a forensic scientists because I know so much about forensic science.
I hate germs and wash my hands 15 times a day. I do not like shaking hands; when I do have
to shake hands, I wash my hands right after I am done. I’d rather hug someone
or do the fists pump instead of shake hands, but men always get mad at me when I give them a fist pump,
because they are obsessed with shaking hands after they scratch their balls. LOL! I love shaking someone’s hands if they r
clean though. Because of my fear of
germs, I also do my best to wipe down every door knob in my house, and everything
I touch in the house too. My boyfriend Marc is also OCD.
I had issues with PTSD for many years. PTSD
stands for Post- Traumatic Stress Disorder, and It started after my former
step-dad Rick started being mentally abusive towards me and my mother. He was
not always like that, and was nice to mom and I for years. I am not sure what
triggered him to change, maybe a chemical imbalance? Only he knows that answer.
He would call us names, and one time he
even flicked me on the back of my head when he saw me rocking back and forth on
the couch. I told my mom that he flicked me on the back of the head, but all
she said was you know we do like you rocking, now quit rocking. She never
confronted him or anything; at least I don’t think so. I do not remember
really.
After
he stated being abusive and after he flicked me like that, I always feared him,
and did not like being around me for anything at anytime. My mom would make me b nice to him but inside
my mind I hated him, and even gave him the evil eye a lot. One time when my mother was trying to teach me
how to swim, he threw me into a swimming pool knowing that I did not know how
to swim. I never learned how to swim after that, because it would flash me back
to that day. I still do not know how. Mom did yell at him for that one.
My mom made excuses for him most of the time he mistreated us,
and that made me more depressed, having no one to turn to in that house for
support. Mom and I were under the mind
control of Rick, and I wanted out.
Mom finally asked rick for divorce, but he
would not give it to her. I think he thought he could control us like his
friend Satan, for the rest of our lives. Then the house we lived in caught on fire on
July 4th 1999, and it was like something out of a Hollywood movie. The fire
started in the garage, and worked its way to the second floor. Mom and I were returning from my birthday
party with family, as I was turning eleven. Rick left a note on the kitchen table that mom
and I found when we walked in the door
saying he was golfing, but mom knew he was really cheating on her as he
had before.
Long
story short Mom and I made it out alive with our pet dog we had named precious,
but we lost everything else we had including pet hamsters. We had nothing but the clothes on our back. Mom thought then, and still thinks today that
rick started the fire, but there is no evidence of that, the fire fighters said
it was bad wiring in the garage. Anyway that fire made my PTSD hit a all-time
high, and I would get nightmares and have really bad flashbacks when I saw any
type of fire on the news or in person. I could not go to any type of Japanese
restaurants because they cooked the food in front of you.
One of
my grandpa’s also has PTSD. He got his from being in the Vietnam War. He sometimes has nightmares and gets depressed
over things he did in the war, like kill innocent children. My grandpa takes medication for his PTSD, but
Meditation helped me get cured after years of meditating. My grandfather claims he is not the
meditating kind, but I think if he gave it a shot he would feel better. A lot of vet’s r not told about meditation,
and I think that needs to change. Meditation over medication for vets
everywhere!
ADD stands for Attention Deficit Disorder,
and I know
I have it because I am a show-off and as is everyone in my family. ADD has its good times and bad times; I love
the good moments the best. I love being funny and crazy like I really am. LOL!
I love dancing around my house, and singing at the top of my lungs PEOPLE HAVE
THE POWER! PEOPLE HAVE THE POWER! That song is made by Patti smith. I love
making people laugh too, by making faces and being a smart ass. I used to get
smacked in the mouth by my mother, and grandmothers’ for being a rude smart ass
though.
I think
the worst disorder I have ever had is DID. DID stands for Dissociative Ideality
Disorder. Also known as SPD Split Personally Disorder. I am not sure when this started; I think after
my rape. But I
always felt like two other people lived inside me. I would think say or do something using
different names and then forget it ever happen. At first it would happen
without warning and I would just disassociate, everyone would tell me what I
did but I would have no memory doing it. This happen for years. Then when I finally knew who they were, we became
friends. I have two ppl inside me. I did not choose to have this disorder; and it
is not something I made up. That is what people who do not understand this
disorder says and it is A LIE! I am intergraded
from DID with meditation, but they r still a part of me.
Friday, October 4, 2013
Monday, September 23, 2013
Monday, September 16, 2013
Podcast of Roseanne Barr and Kathleen Wells Radio Show- Sept 1st 2013
On Sunday September 1st 2013 Roseanne Barr started a new Radio Show on KCAA Radio. On her first show the topic was Syria and the middle east, and Kathleen Wells was her co-host. Roseanne and Kathleen had two guests who were experts on Syria and the middle east Jeff Blankfort and Gilbert Mercier. The Following are Links from The show from Skype.
Part one:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tm-Ts9iVL0A
Part Two:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qU9nlNYTDpY
Part 3:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tivUQ3kohU4
Part 4:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aJVlOpuc-tE
Part one:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tm-Ts9iVL0A
Part Two:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qU9nlNYTDpY
Part 3:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tivUQ3kohU4
Part 4:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aJVlOpuc-tE
Saturday, August 31, 2013
Wednesday, August 28, 2013
Monday, August 19, 2013
Friday, August 16, 2013
Monday, August 12, 2013
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Monday, July 8, 2013
Thursday, July 4, 2013
I will be on Xandermonium this Sunday July 7th 2013!!
The Show is called Back off You Bullies, and It will air at 5pmEST 2pm PST 10pmUK on Blogtalk Radio. Hope you all tune in.
Thank you
Love CMW
Show Link: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/xandermonium/2013/07/07/xandermonium
Thank you
Love CMW
Show Link: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/xandermonium/2013/07/07/xandermonium
Saturday, June 29, 2013
Friday, June 28, 2013
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
Did u miss me last night on The Rob and Trav Show???
Good News! you can catch a rerun of it tonight on Talk Story Radio at 6pmPST 9pmEST
http://talkstoryradio.net/
http://talkstoryradio.net/
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
June 25th-CMW Day
I had a blast on The Rob and Trav Show- and I thank everyone who listened and called in. When the podcast is up, I will post it here and on twitter. Follow me on twitter @ChrisMichaelW
Monday, June 24, 2013
Sunday, June 23, 2013
Info on Tuesday's interview is now up on RobandTrav.com!!
http://www.robandtrav.com/#
You can also find my interview LIVE on Grindhouse Radio, and Talk Stream Live
http://grindhouseradio.com/
http://www.talkstreamlive.com/program/rob___trav/
You can also find my interview LIVE on Grindhouse Radio, and Talk Stream Live
http://grindhouseradio.com/
http://www.talkstreamlive.com/program/rob___trav/
Saturday, June 22, 2013
Friday, June 21, 2013
Thursday, June 20, 2013
Christopher Michael Ward will be on The Rob and Trav Show June 25th 2013!!
Christopher Michael Ward will be on The Rob and Trav Show Tuesday June 25th 2013 to discuss his career in media and The cult of CMW
robandtrav.com 9pm EST 6PM PST
http://www.robandtrav.com/#
robandtrav.com 9pm EST 6PM PST
http://www.robandtrav.com/#
Sunday, June 16, 2013
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Putin does interview for RT TV, discussing topics like drones and NSA
http://rt.com/news/putin-rt-interview-full-577/
Putin did that interview, after Roseanne Barr sent him this open letter
http://rt.com/news/putin-rt-interview-full-577/
Putin did that interview, after Roseanne Barr sent him this open letter
http://rt.com/news/putin-rt-interview-full-577/
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
My Thoughts on Current Events for 6-11-13
6/11/13
My Thoughts on
Current Events
This blog post will be about 3 Current Event news stories of
the day, along with my option. If this gets good reading’s I will do it again.
1
Apple’s New I phone 5:
Apple has a new I phone 5 out where they have a activation
button called kill switch. Now I ask you Am I the only one who is scared as hell about
this button? I mean it sounds like something out of the movie zero dark thirty.
Apple says it helps people not steal your phone, but do u think there is more
to it? Like maybe it is a new way for the government to spy on us, or even
worse kill us? This is the only link I can
find about the phone http://www.apple.com/iphone/
2
The George Zimmerman Trial Jury Section :
George Zimmerman is on trial for the Murder of Trayvon Martin and today
was the second day of jury selection. The first day of Jury selection the jurors who
were selected admitted to following the case in some way, so then the jury who
were on a sidebar was questioned. They also admitted to following the case in some
way, so now we have to find jurors who know nothing about the case. That is
going to b hard and maybe impossible since all the media outlets cover the
case. We have to wait and see what happens.
Here is a link about the story from HLN http://www.hlntv.com/article/2013/06/11/potential-zimmerman-jurors-quizzed-media.
3
Weed, and the price of Weed:
First of all let me remind people
that the war on weed is still going on. People r going to jail for weed every
day, and people who go to jail for weed are also making our house paint. I
support cannabis, and I need cannabis for mental health reasons and body
pain. Cannabis is not legal in a lot of states,
and I have found this link from Rolling Stone Magazine about how each state is issuing
making cannabis legal. Read the link below, and tweet me your thoughts on
twitter @ChrisMichaalW.
Thanks for reading! Peace!
Saturday, June 1, 2013
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Sunday, May 12, 2013
Monday, May 6, 2013
Saturday, May 4, 2013
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Meditateing all day today
Meditation helps you stay calm when stressed. Roseanne told me last weekend that saturday is the best day for all day meditation.
Thursday, April 25, 2013
Roseanne On The Office TONIGHT!!!!
Roseanne plays Carla Fern tonight on The Office, Carla helps Andy with his acting dream. The Show airs on NBC. Check your local listing for showtimes. This will be Roseanne's 2nd office episode. SET YOUR DVR NOW!!!
Saturday, April 13, 2013
My Views on Transgender People 4/13/13
My Views on
Transgender People!!!! 4/13/13 Edited on 4/30/13
I wanted to write about My Views on Transgender People,
because I want everyone to know that I accept them as friends. Please read the following, and give me any
feedback you want. I will not accept any
hate mail towards transgender people, but I will accept questions or comments about them,
or from them. You send them to my twitter page @chrismichaelw, and i will answer them on there as well. Enjoy Readers!!!
Transgender people get bullied and mistreated then most of
and worse than anyone else in the GLBT Community. It is because of the
gender issue,and the fact that people who not open minded are bullies to transgender people because
they do not understand that people want to change their sex . I recently met Toni Newman on twitter, toni is a transgender staff writer for huff post. She wrote this nice article on being transgender in the world today. Look it up!! I believe people have a
right to b whoever they want to be. I also believe that if they want a sex change
operation they have that right to get it done, without being killed, bullied,
or beat up.
Anyone who beats up or kills
transgender people need to go to jail for their crimes. We need to learn to get
along with people who do not look, dress, or think the way we do America, so
let’s start now! The world is tough
enough without us acting like a bunch of fools, stop and think before you
act and talk. I know not everyone can do this, as trolls and hateful robots do
not have a brain or soul, but I am talking to them anyway hoping they can get the message. I will not stop speaking
up about the transgender people of the world, and I will stand by them, and
help them anyway i can. Be a good american brother and sister, and
support these people. Do not be a jerk, be smart thinker!!
From your friend Christopher Michael Ward
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Friday, March 29, 2013
Thursday, March 28, 2013
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Friday, March 22, 2013
Thursday, March 21, 2013
Dying War Vet Tomas Young On Democracy Now!!
In this Link, Tomas Explains Why He Wants To End His Life
http://www.democracynow.org/2013/3/21/exclusive_dying_iraq_war_veteran_tomas
http://www.democracynow.org/2013/3/21/exclusive_dying_iraq_war_veteran_tomas
Monday, March 18, 2013
Get wiser by doing the following:
Study Greg Palast! Read his book Billonaires & Ballot Bandits. Pass on his website link www.BallotBandits.org. Greg is a smart man, who has wrote a number of books, and has been on TV and Radio Shows Worldwide.
Friday, March 8, 2013
We can have peace on earth
by not fighting with anyone, for any reason. If someone wants to fight with you, remove yourself from their space.
Sunday, March 3, 2013
Roseanne Barr 2016!!!!
If you really want change to come and am sick of obama's bullshit, Then help me get Roseanne on all ballots. It is up to us the voters. Follow Roseanne Barr on Twitter @TheRealRoseanne. Go to Roseanneworld.com. Roseanne Barr can fix this shit!!!
Thursday, February 28, 2013
Monday, February 25, 2013
My story on Drugs and Alcoholism!!!!!!
Drugs
and Alcoholism!!!!!
I did Cocaine at age of 21 and was hooked. I did it with one of my uncles, after I asked
if I could join him; I did 2 nose full’s. It felt
good and gave me the best rush I ever had, and I felt energized. My uncle
told me not to tell my grandma because
he knew she did not ever want me to do it. I said
ok, but my late uncle pat who was also in the room did tell her. After he told her, my grandma asked me if I
did coke with my Uncle I lied and said no, but she knew by the powder under my
nose. So I had to confess. and my mom and grandma got
mad at me and my uncle.
I never did coke after that night, my grandma and mother
made sure of it by watching my every move. To get high, I tried snorting sugar or anything
that looked like coke, but it did not work. All
that did was make my fucking nose hurt.
It was a nightmare, and I was stupid idiot to think it was fun. I am
asking all of you to please not repent my mistakes.
I have smoked pot a
few times, and think it should be legalize for all medical purposes. My first time smoking pot was on vacation
with my family in Tennessee, we all shared a blunt, and it made me hungry
too. There
are so many assholes on TV right now who think pot is wrong and all that other
crap that they jam down our throats. But it is a plant, and god
made it for god’s sake. So stop bitching for no good reason. I love
that Meagan McCain is for it too!! It should be legal because it helps so many
sick people, people with cancer, glaucoma, arthritis, OCD, and beyond. If I can ever grow marijuana, I will and I
will also sell it to anyone who needs it.
But first we have to legalize it, so let’s keep fighting. Let’s keep speaking out to idiots who think
they can shut us up, or shut us out.
I
smoked cigarettes for a few years. The first time I smoked cigarettes I was in
high school like most smokers, after I did it for the first time in the school bathroom, I
told my mom and she told me to never let her catch me. Later she let me smoke in my room, and told
me to make sure I never burn the bed. I never did burn the bed, and smoked like
crazy. Years later I quit smoking cigs
altogether, and it was hard as hell. I went a little mad, was a little bitchy,
and pissed people off. Looking back it was fun, but at the time it was a fucking nightmare that I am glad it all
over.
I come from a long line of smokers, and today I am one of
the only ones who have the balls to quit, me my grandpa, and his
girlfriend. Everyone else sucks on a
cigarette like it is a new candy bar made of tobacco, and carbon dioxide. I hate it because they have no respect for
me, they just smoke, and blow their smoke wherever I am those selfish smokers
them. It is not everyone, just some of
them. Today I only drink booze. Pot is not legal in
my state, so I no longer break that rule. I think the rest of the drugs I talked about,
should be banned.
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Monday, February 11, 2013
Sunday, February 10, 2013
The Roseanne and Johnny Radio Show podcast!!!
http://kcaaradio.celestrion.net/kcaa-podcasts/roseanne/
I talked to Roseanne about job hunting on my part.
I talked to Roseanne about job hunting on my part.
Sue Paterno talks to Katie Couric!!!!
http://www.pennlive.com/midstate/index.ssf/2013/02/sue_paterno_reportedly_speaks.html
The interview will air on the show Katie tomarrow, check your local listings.
The interview will air on the show Katie tomarrow, check your local listings.
Thursday, February 7, 2013
The Joe Rogan hemp rant!!!!
I am so glad Joe Rogan did a show on Hemp and weed, and i love this rant.
Check it out here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=QGffKDRzayE
Check it out here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=QGffKDRzayE
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Being a gay and depressed outcast in high school!!!!!!
Thank you
Being a gay and depressed outcast
in high school!!!!!!
I went to two different High Schools my freshman year. I had a few friends but, they later treated me
like crap, and called me names behind my back. Teachers liked me, but I was still was a smart
ass. In 10th grade at the age of sixteen,
I went though bounds of Depression after coming to terms with my own childhood
abuse, and at the same time coming to terms of my sexuality.
The story of how I got
raped is that, as a young child I got raped by a male teenager who lived next door
to my grandma. He took me to his
backyard and forced me to have oral sex with him, by shoving his penis inside
of me, in a truck that belonged to his father. My mom discovered me walking home funny, and
asked me to get ready for a bath, and then I was getting undressed; she discovered my underwear was gone. She called
the cops, but we did not press charges out of pity for the teenager, who was
getting raped by his own fucking father.
I never saw that teenager again
after that night.
For years I blocked
the rape out of my mind. But then the memory of it was so hard to live with, that
it put me in a deep, dark depression. I locked
myself in my bedroom crying, and I never
came out for any reason, besides for using the bathroom and blowing my nose; I never
ate or slept. I thought about committing suicide, but never tried to do
anything that would kill me or put me in the hospital, I would just claw my
skin, and scratch myself to hurt myself.
My family worried about me, begged me non-stop
to come out of my room, take a shower and eat, but I never would. This lasted
for a few weeks. A week or so later, I started seeing a psychiatrist
named Lisa. In the School building twice a week during school hours. I would
miss only a few minutes of class time, and I would to do homework because of
it. I was honest with her about everything
regarding the abuse, and how my family was dealing with me being gay. The first
person I came out to happen to be my aunt Gilda, she was very supportive because her daughter is
a lesbian. But after I told my aunt, she
took it among herself to tell everyone in the family, without my permission, so
after the cat was out of the bag, I started to tell people too. It was hard for my mother and her boyfriend
though, they did everything they could so I could not
read, watch, or talk to gay people if they did not want me too. It was a really bad time for all of us, but
mostly me. I was treated like a criminal just because I
was gay.
The only good part
about the entire mess was that I had people on my side, supporting me 100% at school,
from staff and students. And some of the
students were gay too, so they understood firsthand what I was dealing with. It was not just my mother and her boyfriend Ben
who had issues with me being gay; it was outer family members too. One of my
uncle’s did not want me to tell my cousin I was gay. But I did anyway because I
wanted my cousin to know gay people were ok.
My uncle got mad, and talked to me about how he did not like me going
his back and doing that. Looking back I realized what I did was wrong, I should
have respected my uncles wishes even if I did not agree with it. But I felt I
had to tell my cousin that what I was was not as bad as what my uncle was
telling him it was. And that gay people were just like everyone else in this
hell called life. Every man in my family
have asked me have I ever had sex with a
girl? And the answer is I have never had
sex with a girl, and do not think you have to in order to know if you’re gay or
not. Now some of my family members who used to have trouble with me being gay
have moved on, and some never will.
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Sunday, February 3, 2013
The podcast from today's Johnny and Roseanne radio show!!
Johnny does the first hour, and Roseanne's guest was Jane Sibbett.
http://kcaaradio.celestrion.net/kcaa-podcasts/roseanne/
Here is a link from Roseanne World about Jane Sibbett
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/02/jane-sibbett-to-guest-on-sundays-radio-show-2/
http://kcaaradio.celestrion.net/kcaa-podcasts/roseanne/
Here is a link from Roseanne World about Jane Sibbett
http://www.roseanneworld.com/blog/2013/02/jane-sibbett-to-guest-on-sundays-radio-show-2/
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Growing Up The only Jewish Person in an ALL Catholic Family!! UPDATED!!!
As some of you may know, this blog was planned to be a book, and this was to be chapter one . I updated this last night. Enjoy!!
Chapter One
Updated on 1-30-13
Growing Up The
only Jewish Person in an All Catholic Family!!
My mother and father
met and fell in love, my mom was sixteen, and my dad was seventeen. My dad worked part- time as a paper boy before
going to school every day, and mom worked at a pizza house, making pizzas. They
were first loves. When my mom was pregnant, my grandma did not know, until a family
member told her. [I come from a long
line of big mouths.] After she found
out she was upset, and she confronted my mother asking mom to see her belly. My mom tried to stop her until my grandma
pushed on to her bed, and lifted her shirt.
Mom was in her 6th month too.
My grandma did not want my mom knocked up at the age of sixteen, but
there was no way in hell she was going to let mom give me away or have a
abortion either. So after a while my grandma dealt with it ok.
The night my mom’s water broke she and her
best friend Judy was walking home. When they
got there, they told my grandma and she said you need to get some rest now, you
have a long way to go before you’re ready to give birth. My mom did, but never slept, she and Judy
just talked. A few hours later my mother told my
grandmother, I want to go to the hospital.
Once they got there and got settled in to their hospital room, my mom
made my grandma rub her back and belly over and over, because she was in so
much pain. After doing this for a long time, my grandma
got tired of rubbing my mother’s back, and said Becky; I am going to get a cup
of coffee now. It was while my grandma
got her coffee in the hospital cafeteria, that I was ready to come into the
world, and make myself noticed. Since my grandma was not around, my aunt was
the one who helped my mom push me out. My
grandma missed the whole thing over that damn cup of coffee.
So I was born in
Columbus Oho on July 7th 1988, at 7:10am. I was born prematurely and was so tiny that people
only held me with only one hand. I could not hold down formula, baby food, and
my mother was unable to breast feed. The doctors told my family they
were going to gave me 30 days to either gain weight, or die. After
staying in the hospital for a few weeks and still not gaining weight, my grandma
took me home and fed me human food mashed up in a blender. I held it down pretty good, so I stated eating
the food every day, and put on so much weight that family members called me
butter ball. They also told me I could be a football player if I kept the
weight on, and made me do all of the hand signals that the referees do at the
games.
A week after
I put the weight on I went to a doctor’s
check up, the entire hospital staff almost shit their pants when they saw that the
tiny sick boy, was now a chubby healthy kid. I remember everyone clapped, as I walked down
the hall, and into the doctor’s office. It was so cool!! The one thing I wish I could remember is what
my doctor’s name was, but fuck it! If it was not for my grandma’s cooking, I
would not be here today telling this heartfelt, story to all of u wonderful
readers.
My only
best friends were my older cousin Brittney, and God. Brittney
and I grew up like brother and sister, and we are one year apart, she being the
oldest. We would play hide and seek in
the park and other stuff we enjoyed doing. Brittany always had more friends than me, but
I think her friends liked me too. That
or they were just good actors! Who knows
or cares anymore? They liked her the most.
Britney always bossed me around, and I hated it.
But later after we became pre teens, we both bullied our younger cousins, so I
guess it runs in our family. LOL! After
years of having a bond with Brittany, we drifted apart, when she started dating
her boyfriend at the time. I always thought her boyfriend looked, and acted
like a thug, of course I was right on paper.
I won’t publish his name! They
are no longer together, but have 3 kids who I love very much! I hope they grow up and get a job where they
can express themselves just like me. Britney and I still do not have a bond, for
reasons I am not ready to discuss in public yet, but we do get along. I hope one day she and I will become close
again, but I do not think it will be soon.
I have always talked to god.
I am not sure when it started; I just know that god has always talked to
me in my mind, and has answered whatever question I have. Family members never understood this, and
thought I was crazy when they saw me talking to myself alone in a room, or
wherever I was. They would ask me who
in the hell are u talking to? You look
nuts, doing that. My answers always were
I was just talking to myself, because I knew they would not understand my
connection with god, and they don’t. God
has helped me with a lot, and we are still close. Now the thing that most people do not
understand that god is a women. Why do I
think god is a woman? Well because when I talk to god, my inner female gets
stronger, and I see things from female's point of view. Everyone has a right to have an opinion, but this
is mine.
Although I was baptized catholic by my family
as a baby, as a kid I always felt like a black sheep!! , And I did not think what they taught was
right, and I was never going to call myself that word. There is a lot of shit I do not agree with
them on, that is the same with the Jewish faith too. I have known I have always been Jewish, I just
do not know how I knew. I do however
think god knew I was Jewish, how else do you explain my big nose? LOL! I am
just kidding prudes! I never liked how the Catholic Church would say
gay people were living in sin and will burn in hell, like they did when I grew
up. I would think shut the fuck up! A lot of them still l say it today, but now I
think it is because the catholic priest are having sex with altar boys, and
hiding behind god.
I have lesbians in my family, and those
comments by the church pissed me off, so bad that it made me not want to be
around them. I am by no means saying all
Catholic priests are bad people or that the Catholic Church is bad either.
What I am saying is I grew up thinking that the priests
I was around, was going to make me have butt sex with them. I was wrong, I admit that now. I am also Irish and Italian, and my grandma on
my mom’s side makes some yummy Italian food. I just remember having fun talking with God and hanging with
Brittany.
I am and have always been Looney, and crazy. When I was about 5 years old I got stuck in a
toilet, and someone had to cut the pot in half so I could get off of it. What
kind of crazy shit is that? I also drank rubbing alcohol that I found in
my grandparents medicine cabinet once, I had to get my stomach pumped. Also Brittany
and I used to fight all the time when we were growing up, but that is normal in
a dysfunctional family like mine. Now maybe you see why I say my family is
funny, and needs to be on TV. I will
talk more about them on another day, but now let’s move on.
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